lola

@leowly

🙈 20, Kurdish, born and raised in Germany. Follow my twitter: @leowly | www.whitedunes.tumblr.com
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aint yo mama
Wasting hella time
Yoü.
Note to self: remind yourself more often of the existence of outer space and how irrelevant your problems are.
I don't know you and no I don't owe you a motherfucking thing Nicestbarkeeperintheworld Fuckouttahere
Love me louder
"My love, a clenched fist around your heart; yes my love is that terrifying, because it doesn't know release."
Giiiirls
I will forever love this place. Spending a year here has been the greatest thing I ever did so far. I met so many beautiful people, seen raw untouched nature, learned a lot. I became more confident. I will forever love this place.
I grasped two things: I wasn't as happy as I could be, and my life wasn't going to change unless I made it change.
HOMEBOYS
I will lose you. It is written into this poem the way the fisherman's wife knits his death into the sweater.
I know you want it.
Laughing so hard you start crying.
You deserve entire warehouses full of flowers. I cannot give you, what I want to give you and I cannot quite put into words, what I want to say but always know this: I owe you forever. For my life. For my childhood. For the love. I love you, Mom. ❤️💕 Happymothersday
Today, I am mourning the death of all the people I could have been.
You are not even the one breaking my heart. I am the one doing the breaking. I am ripping my own heart apart over you. You are such an exquisite torture, my darling.
A kiss without a contract.
I am not religious, never been. I wouldn't enter a church in hopes to find god. I know others do and I am happy for them. As long as religion gives you strength and hope, as long as it makes you believe in something or someone that is loving and never judging, no matter whom, as long as you're trying to improve yourself as a person through religion, I am very happy for you and I hope you are too, even though I cannot get on that train. The reason why I enter churches is entirely free from the religious aspect. They simply take my breath away. Those giant windows which where made with so much love for their details take my breath away. The paintings, the coldness, the acoustic, the secret doors, the light breaking through a window. The height of a church takes my breath away. I realize how small the world is and in particular, how small I am.
Love, health, happiness. What is your trinity?
Ich sitz schon wieder Barfuß am Klavier. Ich träume Liebeslieder und sing dabei von dir. Du und ich.. wir waren wunderlich.
Pretty little thing called Berlin :-)
FUCK YEAH
I was warm flesh, unseasoned I found me, oh jesus
My hair did a heart shape on it's own ?
Your voice, the only antidote to this vile despair.
You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins.
“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going.”
They judge me like a picture book by the colors, like they forgot how to read.
“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just … start.
Meet my bodyguards ☺️
Oh nanaaaaa
We all started as strangers. Today, being with you feels like family. Salem
Watch the process of becoming.
Yeah.
Your kiss, got me hoping you save me right now.
Suddenly you're ripped into being alive. And life is pain. And life is suffering. And life is horror but my god you're alive and it's spectacular. - Nofilter
I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to.
I wanted something very far away like the vague memory softened by time. ( Nofilter )
You don't love me in a way I understand.
“There are days that I cannot find the sun even though its right outside my goddamn window.”
I love you. I love you. Wherever I go. Who ever I become. What ever I decide to do. I love you.
Art you lost?
come to me slowly as if you were a broken sunset with a lazy sky on your shoulders
“I don’t know what they are called, the spaces between seconds– but I think of you always in those intervals.”
“My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions. I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality. And it will be the death of me.”
It's that time of the year again.
Why not upload another unnecessary selfie?
“I like the sea: we understand one another. It is always yearning, sighing for something it cannot have; and so am I.”
Runaway as fast as you can.
"When god became lonely
he created man,
Or was it
When man became lonely
he created god.”
“dear hands: i get it. you like writing poetry. but you can’t bring a metaphor to a gun fight.”
Can't believe things are ending. Graduationball
It was an honor to be your student, I bow down to you. Thank you for all the years.
Love isn't here.
Imagination.
"Die Freiheit existiert, und auch der Wille existiert; aber die Willensfreiheit existiert nicht, denn ein Wille, der sich auf seine Freiheit richtet, stößt ins Leere". - Thomas Mann. German Roads
I will only let you touch me if your hands are so full of intention that every brush of your palms feels like you writing a novel on my skin. - A.T.
Don't settle. Don't finish crappy books. If you don't like the menu, leave the restaurant. If you're not on the right path, get off it. Happy birthday baby brother, I'd literally kill for your happiness. I love you.
I don't think my last school week could've ended any better. It has just been a huge party every day, crashing classes, giving lap dances to teachers, dancing on tables, on the streets, at parks, dancing with strangers and teachers and having drinks and pranks and laughs, loads of loud, good music and holy shit I can't believe all of this is coming to an end. I just can't believe it.
Life's good.
Do you see what I see?
How do you survive an every day life without seeing those silly faces every day?
Last school days. :(
As long as my bitches love meee
Mottowoche: Asitag. (Theme week at school: trashy/bad taste)
Kleine, scheinbar bedeutungslose Momente und wahre Freunde.
Man is the most insane species. He worships an invisible god and destroys a visible nature. Unaware that this nature he's destroying is this god he's worshipping.
I wish more people cared about the earth than who they believe created it.
I love you as you are, without attachment, without fears, without conditions, without egoism, trying not to absorb you. I love you freely because I love your freedom as well as mine. I have no fear of losing you for you aren't an object of my property, or anyone else's.
Snapchat: zelalola
Tell me your secrets and all your dreams.
If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.
You had a voice like red wine and I wanted you to stain every inch of my skin until my bones were too drunk to break.
Je serai poète et toi poésie.
So I went to this huge grocery store today and somehow ended up looking like a gay cowboy. Selfie Todayshotlook Cowboy
Stitch your name into my heart, I swear this material was made for you.
“Someone asked me what home was, and all I could think of were the stars on the tip of your tongue, the flowers sprouting from your mouth, the roots entwined in the gaps between your fingers, and the ocean echoing the inside of your ribcage.” – E.E. Cummings
I'll leave my heart, bare and open for everyone. Poetry is all that I've got. I am an open book.
Peel back my skin and see I am nothing more than fragile bones and weak muscles. I do not have flowers growing out of my ribs, I do not have a garden in my spine, if anything, I am the remnants of forest fire, ash and nothing, nothing at all.
I forgot how much I loved long train journeys. The scenery outside is beautiful, I've got enough paper to write, I've got music and books and love and water and food and I can even charge my phone. These four hours are going to fly by. This is cologne by the way. I feel blessed.
"I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free."
Merrrrrry christmas.
I love you.
I said to the sun "tell me about the Big Bang" and the sun said "it hurts to become." Poorqualitybullshit
My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch.
"I told myself we would be nothing but destruction." - At least I got my guitar.
Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies. (Unedited).
The view was incredible.
He walks away, the sun goes down.
This is my kingdom come. When you feel my heat, look into my eyes. It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide. Don't get too close, it's dark inside.
"but I could've told you Vincent, this world was never made for one as beautiful as you." - My favorite book ever, and probably one of the most amazing human beings to ever, ever walk this earth. What Are You Reading? Your Art Is Portable With Caseable