Darkmatter

@Darkmatter

There is nothing unique about saying how unique you are.
There's a monster within and all around about. Throughout the thick and thin, the common term is doubt... It's great to be prepared, well to have a goal... Yet when you are impared it's bound to grab your soul. The worry is a charm which it uses to portray... the world dark and cold on the hottest sunstreaked day... Anxiety will eat until pure harmony with pain... A not so simple guide to slowly go insane... The ruin that it breeds soon becomes parasitic. It blocks the school of thought which states that we are our worst critic. The strength to beat this beast is nominal at best especially when the thought brigade prevents the act of rest. It makes us think that we are lost or typically inable. It counts our many victories as trite or merely fable. When dulled, our sharp-edged hope cannot slice through its despair,  we feel we cannot cope and start to fail to care. It looks for war in peace and calm it dissolves too... Makes us second guess what the right thing is to do... Invincible it is and needed many places ... Takes on many forms... Looks like endless faces... Needs no invitation, sometimes keeps us whole... but if we can't keep it in check... Thyself it will control. Streetphotography Poetry Notes From The Underground Darkart Balance And Composure Doubt From My Point Of View Art, Drawing, Creativity Street Art/Graffiti City Life Eye4photograghy Americana Mortality Struggle Pain Sadness
I will be in surgery in a couple of hours . Hopefully all will go well and I'll have some time to catch up here . Eye4photography  EyeEm Best Shots Americana Check This Out Antique Wooden Structure Trolley Innerworkings Transition Solitude From My Point Of View Notes From The Underground Technology Mobilephotography
Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet and snow not from the north come to this glacial abode but from your dimension cryogenic limbo.... I'm freezing.. ~Peter Thomas Steele Illuminated Refraction From My Point Of View Psychedelic Orb Darkness And Light Notes From The Underground Eye4photography  EyeEm Best Shots Ice Icicles No People Close-up Night Visual Statements Looking Up Solitude Mobilephotography Nature_perfection Check This Out Aiikos Dark Moods Rain Frozen Noir Type O Negative
'Greetings. I have not been on ee in a regular basis for awhile due to a myriad of issues in life. I have had severe intestinal problems for years . I have been in the hospital for 2 weeks. In 2 days I will have a surgery to completely remove them.... I have tried so many avenues and spent so much money to avoid this scenario but it is time to admit defeat and start a new path to succeed in a different beat..... My mother set up a go fund me site to help buffer the financial impact of the 3 surgeries and missed work .  please share the link and consider contributing . Any bit of help is appreciated... be it art, money, energy, hope. anything positive will do..... ++++ gofundme.com/a-helping-hand-for-shane  ++++... I will try to catch up on here during all this and am grateful for all of you folks Namaste  Shane Notes From The Underground Multiple Exposure Dark Photography From My Point Of View Check This Out Human Condition Eye4photography  EyeEm Best Shots Mobilephotography Eye4photography  Human Body Part Diary Of A Sick Reality Self Portrait Self Portrait Around The World Selfportrait_tuesday_nonchallenge EyeEm Best Edits Hope There Will Come A Time When Time Goes Out The Window Gofundme more details on link Portland, OR Resist
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"Things are going to slide.... Slide in all directions  Won't be nothing.... Nothing you can measure anymore.   The blizzard.... The blizzard of the world has crossed the threshold and has overturned  the order of the soul.  When they said *repent* *repent*   .... I wonder what they meant" ~Leonard Cohen  Abstract Mobilephotography Abstractart EyeEm Best Edits Purple Notes From The Underground Abstracters_anonymous Abstractporn Underwear😈 Why So Serious? Cosmic Check This Out Eye4photography  Psychedelic Art, Drawing, Creativity From My Point Of View Darkart Visual Statements Manipulation
Princess doesn't know it's my birthday . Or that she is an everyday gift. Probably doesn't know much about human stuff that doesn't involve food.  She treats me like I'm winning the lottery every day no matter what vile and crap happening is on repeat. She is always happy to see me and cuddle, always grunts to make sure  I know she's near . She is an expert at making people smile wherever she goes and is a gift of cuteness and warmth that i could not get from anywhere or anything else. Perfect for an unbirthday or a birthday. Cuddle Buddy Four Legs And A Tail Fluffy Dog Dogs Of EyeEm Dogger Friends ❤ Love ♥ My Dog Is Cooler Than Your Kid. Mobilephotography Portraits Faces Of EyeEm EyeEm Best Edits Eye4photography  Cute Pets Cuute  Frenchbulldog King Cavelier Cockerspaniel Mutts Are The Best Dog Lover Notes From The Underground Self Potrait Americana Princess ♥ Mans Best Friend
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My apologies for being distant and scarce... Life has taken a few turns... I will explain in the next post soon. For now.... Here is a fine specimin ..... "Carrothulu's Root Awakening" Foodporn Food Porn Awards Food Photography Carrots Human Body Part Human Representation Human Condition Darkart Notes From The Underground Dark Photography Darkness And Light Cthulhu Lovecraft Occult Tentacles From My Point Of View WTF ShareTheMeal Mobilephotography EyeEm Best Shots Eye4photography  Creepy Diary Of A Sick Reality Nature_perfection Natural Condition
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Here's a quick story I have to tell about a couple of peeps we don't know so well because one is the self and the other is the self and sometimes they treat each eachother like eachother's someone else. One says they're a demon which the other claims a saint and they don't know who is what but they know just who they ain't. They agree in public places and conform to a society - but once at home they're facesless and they bust their solidarity. They're  often stuck alone and then they call it introspective yet they lack the possibility to ever be objective. They think they'll be completed by another of their kind, they wish that 2+1 is 1 but 4 is what they find. The selves soon learn their biggest enemy is them combined.. Yet after skin and soul came off they share a single mind. They are the only crew that speaks the truth on their behalf and just like birth they'll die alone... There is no other path. They are the best they'll ever have so they better get along. They need to see that they don't need another to be strong. They need to simply be a force that unified maintain a sense of when to role the dice together in life's game. Notes From The Underground Diary Of A Sick Reality Colour Of Life Selfportrait_tuesday_nonchallenge Self Portrait Around The World People Watching Getting In Touch Check This Out Mobilephotography Streetphotography Streetart Streetphoto_color Graf Graffitiporn Streetart/graffiti Deep Thoughts Poetry Psychedelic Art, Drawing, Creativity EyeEm Best Edits EyeEm Best Shots Eye4photography  Change Your Perspective Unity Reality Is The Only Word In The Language That Should Always Be Used In Quotes
Burn out the day... Burn out the night... I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right..... I've seen suns that were freezing and lives that were through.... But I'm burnin', I'm burnin', I'm burnin' for you....   ~  Donald Roeser  From My Point Of View Minimalism Geometric Shapes One Light Source Mobilephotography Marijuana 💚 Marijuana Drugs Joints Eye4photography  EyeEm Best Edits Hands At Work Check This Out Eye4photography  Americana Notes From The Underground Medicine Time Smokeweed Colors Pattern, Texture, Shape And Form Human Hand Blue Oyster Cult Hexagonal Fist Black Background
○°Alchemically Charged Homonuculus°○ I'm the outside... I'm looking in... I can see through you... See your true colors... 'Cause inside you're ugly... Ugly like me... I can see through you... See to the real you.. - Aaron Lewis One Man Only Chaosmagick Snowman Snow ❄ Darkart Darkness And Light Sculpture Notes From The Underground From My Point Of View Night Mobilephotography Frozen Check This Out Art, Drawing, Creativity Outdoors Diary Of A Sick Reality Eye4photography  Homonuculus Selfportrait Illuminated Self Portrait Around The World Winter Creepy Occult Golem
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If they come to ethnically cleanse me... Will you speak out? Will you defend me?... Freedom of expression doesn't make it alright... Trampled underfoot by the rise of the right. Ich bin ein Ausländer.  ~ Clinton Darryl Mansell  Streetphotography Street Photography Streetart Street Art Graf Graffiti Graffporn Streetphoto_color Street Art/Graffiti Change Your Perspective Changing The World Taking Photos Check This Out Hello World Trump Jesus Diary Of A Sick Reality Reality Is The Only Word In The Language That Should Always Be Used In Quotes Notes From The Underground Eye4photography  EyeEm Best Edits EyeEm Best Shots Mobilephotography Americana Take The Power Back Resist