Everyone says as the time goes on it'll get easier, that the pain just stops, but it's a lie. Every day that passes it seems harder and harder. I'm not sure how many times I've picked the phone up to call you, or something happen and calling you telling you all about it. Not a day goes by I don't think of you, Kash's fish died, and he told me he was in heaven with aunti April, so it was okay. My heart almost stopped. Miss your beautiful soul. WCW April♡